Monday, July 19, 2010


DG here is nothing scary. In fact she is too pretty and of course too sweet to handle. You might need to skim through the last post to know what this entity means.


For the past few months,

I am having scary dreams,

Better call them nightmares,

They kind of haunt me,

They scare me,

They sometimes make me pee,

Well definitely not literally,

But certainly they are macabre.


She is a girl, a pretty girl,

She haunts me,

The scary part, she kisses me,

She is a vampire,

She sucks the life out of me,

She tries to kill me,


But I think she loves me,

Oh hell, save me somebody,


Everyday I get up,

With a new hope to forget the nightmare,

I fight with my mind,

I fight with my dream,


The dream that once made me proud,

That once made me smile,

That once made me forget all the pain,

That once sailed me through disdain,


As the clock ticks dusk,

I feel blown up like husk,

I start feeling it was just another day,

I give you my life, for a few years of hay,




I could have completed this draft by now but…………I certainly will some other day….!!@@!!

Sunday, July 18, 2010



This is for you sir for you asked me to elaborate better-than-my-dream-girl.So here it goes:-

MY heart sees what it wants.
MY heart chooses between what’s good and bad.
MY heart complains when feeling beaten or lost.
MY heart needs what it wants.

So for me the agenda is to have a lady around my neck which in every manner has to be different. But the issue is BTMDG( let’s call her BTMDG for a better future reference) has a real big shoes to fill in. She has to be everything what my dream girl(let’s call her DG) isn’t. 

This will serve two purposes. This will somehow ensnare me in thoughts distant from the thoughts I am already sick of. Also it will help me set a benchmark to build upon DG’s shortcomings. So that I get a flawless issue. Mustn’t be from UK, height more than 5’6 and blah blah….(of course Latino, broad smile, curvy and independent included)….. are some of the prerequisites. The thing of utmost importance is the ULTRA SUPERLATIVE THING. There are many chicks who can be branded as one of the best on the earth. But my quest this time is for the better than the best. Also she has the job of making me feel a lucky ass. Broadly telling BTMDG is not any advanced version of my DG. But she will be a completely newer issue. Its more like maths.


BTM—Better Than Me….which is not impossible but definitely tough. So A TOUGH NUT TO CRACK. 




My heart sees you.
My heart chose you as good.
My heart never complains.
My heart surely got what it wanted.


I will always miss you. But I don’t want to. But I am helpless. You had a very small space for me in your heart so I AM SORRY…I got in there but JUST COULDN’T FIT IN DERE. <3<3<3<3

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Just not the monsoon I was waiting for…(part-3)


Is it wrong to love you if you’re so far away?
To wish to hold you and ask if you’re okay?
When I call and you’re not there, it hurts,
I wonder if this relationship will work.
Day after day I remember your beautiful face,
And feel inspired to go on in the chase.
I love you so much, so much till I cry,
On the phone I hear your saddened sigh.
What do you see in me? You tell.
This is a love that could never be.
I’m here and you’re there, and you f***in’ hate me,
Stop calling. Its over. Just live without me.
I cry and cry, day after day, night after night,
Hoping and praying that you may change your mind.

I LOVE YOU GAL…………!!@@!!



It occurred to me kind of mysteriously after reading a newsletter from Washington Post and getting to know how JUSTIN BIEBER shot to fame after his mom posted his video on YOUTUBE and after a series of events that got triggered he got to perform at the White House. He is can you believe it more famous than Jesus at least on Twitter, and fellaz ….he is just 16.

LADY GAGA beat MADONNA in her own game. And sold more than 8 million copies of her latest album and 2o million of her singles, all thanks to her 2.8 million Twitter followers and more than 5.2 million Facebook fans.

Welcome to the new world.Generations come and generations go and they leave there impact on this world. The generation of Baby Boomers is retiring and a whole new, totally different one is emerging, ready to take on the world.


Even in INDIA we see SANIA MIRZA( considering the bright side of her), SAINA NEHWAL,IRFAN PATHAN, DARSHEEL SAFARI and the list goes on. They are winning everywhere and cashing in a hell lot of moolah, riding a hell lot of fame. They are making their country, their state, their city, their parents PROUD.

In fact, they seem to be popping-up everywhere. The latest ad of INTEL in a way mimics the thought process of this generation.

The tagline goes-“They come from around the world. then they go out and change it”. INTEL: SPONSERS OF TOMORROW.

The ad encases the role of these younger minds in solving tomorrow’s biggest challenges. Even scientist are getting younger. Moving over old, wild Einstein, the image of a new scientist is a cool, smart kid! They are MILLENNIAL.

A few years ago you saw them fly past you in cars driven by their parents with the ‘Baby on Board’ stickers on them. A research by PEWS Research tells that this is the most educated generation and with a large spending power and a lot of brand awareness. They grew up with computers, mobiles, iPods & Xbox. They like to live on internet with big families. They are multi-taskers. They check the website before going the market. This generation is very hard working, talented, confident and a lot more connected and open to change.

This new Millennial generation of ours which seems to have no time to waste. If aliens may not be as sweet as ‘E.T.’ or ‘Jaadoo’ according to Stephen Hawkins, for they may rip our earth apart for their own good, so are we great for friends and for foes…BEWARE..

So what’s there in store for us ahead? For a generation that is extremely Tech-savvy, doesn’t care much about ethics. For a generation that’s expert in multi-tasking, prefers to climb Mount Everest than doing summer jobs. YES we DRINK but for fun not abuse.

Older folks if we call them Baby Boomers as they belong to that league from 1950’s they have being calling the shots till now.

In a bigger picture:-

The Boomers lived by: Just do it!!!

The Gen Xers( mid-age fellahs) lived by: Why do it!!!

And guess what it’s us the Millennial who live by: We did it!!!

We are here to be bang on target and live our big size life. We are not used to take NO as an answer.


Saturday, July 10, 2010

Just not the monsoon I was waiting for…(part-2)

I wish you would call
I know I said I never wanted to see you again 
You know I didn’t deliberately do that
But I wish you would miss me
I wish you would damn the consequences and call me
I wish I were on your mind as you so obviously are on mine
Yeah yeah I know I said I wanted you gone
I still do, but I wish you'd try to change my mind
I want you, want you really bad
Want you out of my head, but here with me
Want to hear your voice and see your face
I really really wish you would call…..


Just not the monsoon I was waiting for…

It's raining.
it's cold.
and am missing you.
call me,
for just a minute,
don't even speak,
just let me hear you breathing on the phone.
and i will feel warm again!


Wednesday, July 7, 2010



I just looked around
And I found you right beside me
Looked at me too...
But, you seem so far...

I still used to talk and laugh with you.
Things between you and me flow in the same way as before.
But I don't know if there's still love in you...
Just assuming you do love me too, like I do...

You always come closer to me.
You always do me a favour.
You make me feel important.
And I feel that we still have the things we had in the past,

Though it's not...

Thinking of those things, I want you to hug me again.
I want to feel your embrace to warm these cold feelings of mine...
and I just want to say,